Sabtu, 17 Maret 2012

tittle isn't needed

namun, yang paling ku ingat saat ini adalah sakit.
ya, hanya sakit itu yang tersisa, begitu terasa.
di sini, di hati ku.

Everything You Do

Aku ingat ketika pertama kali kau mulai menggoda ku dengan tingkah lucu mu. Aku tahu saat itu kau tidak serius.

Aku ingat ketika itu aku sama sekali tidak pernah memperhatikanmu.

Aku juga ingat ketika kau bilang “Nadia, kapan kita kemana?”

Suatu pertanyaan konyol yang membuat aku tertawa.

Aku pun ingat ketika akhirnya kita mulai saling mengirim pesan. Kau yang semena-mena minta dibawakan bekal makan olehku yang notabene tidak bisa memasak -,-

Entah sihir macam apa yang terjadi, aku malah senang dan mulai belajar memasak. Seringkali aku memikirkan dan beberapa kali memasak makanan dengan tangan ku sendiri. Maksudku hanya satu, yaitu membawakannya suatu hari pada mu, walaupun pada akhirnya hanya terwujud satu kali selama kita bersama.

Aku juga ingat ketika mulai terjadi crush antara hati dan pikiran ku. Am I falling in love with you? Damn, I might be crazy! Kamu dengan segala tingkah aneh mu yang sama sekali tidak pernah cocok dengan kategori The Man I Wanted. Tapi justru kamu yang pada akhirnya memenangkan hati ku.

Pada awalnya aku tidak tahu apa alasan sampai ku jatuh hati pada mu. Namun, seiring berjalannya waktu, seiring lebih mengenalmu, seiring juga keyakinanku untuk mengatakan I know the reason! I’ve found it!

The way you smile, the way you laugh, the way you touch my heart, the way you treat me, all the ways you do. Ya, everything you do makes me know how much I love you.

--Angkot 31-Cipinang Muara, 17 Maret 2012, 11:30 WIB

me - the future diplomat

My name is Nadia, I’m going to reach 20th years old. I think about how to be a future diplomat for Indonesia. I’m not studying in International Relationship program, I’m studying in State University of Jakarta, in Management study program. I love teaching English for children. I became the private teacher and also one of course’s teacher. I have many activities, such as activities in Lembaga Kajian Mahasiswa (LKM UNJ), join some seminars and training, becoming Liaison officer (LO) for some events, etc. I believe these activities can be my preparation for becoming a future diplomat for Indonesia.

When I was a child, I was just a little girl who loved to play with Barbie. I didn’t had many friends. In junior high school, I still can’t open my self. I can’t show off my ability to people around. But, when entered 12 Vocational High school, I felt like I have found a right place to open up my heart and mind. I found my desire. 12 Vocational high school has English Debating Club, I joined this club since I love study English.

In this club, I learnt to be a Truly Champion. Not only to win the competition in the stage, but also win all the obstacles you faced. I learnt to be not defeated by the condition. This club not only practiced me in English Debating but also constructed my mentality. I became the leader of the team and won some competitions. Especially, in National Level.

Entered State University of Jakarta, I joined in LKM UNJ. LKM is a scientific organization that has 3 focuses : discussion, writing, and public speaking. In the first year, I was become a staff of Public Speaking Division. But now, LKM trust me to become a head of Human Resource Development Department. I have 5 staffs who help me to realize the programs of this department, such as Managerial training, orientation for the new members, scientific writing training, public speaking training, social research and development program, etc.

I also became LO in some events, like SEAGAMES XXVI in Jakarta and LO for the participants of International Seminar and Conference. I like to involve in International events. I like to introduce Indonesia for the foreigners. I like to be the representative of Indonesian good people. I also like to spread the universal values to create peace around the world. That’s why now I’m in the process of becoming Youth ambassador for peace. I joined some seminars and training held by Universal Peace Federation. I want to realize the principle of “living for the sake of others”.

By those activities above, I lead my self to be the person who lives for the sake of others. I lead my self to be the truly champion, I lead my self to be a good future diplomat who can fight in International competition. I lead my self with hope to also lead other people for making Indonesia betterment.

Rabu, 07 Maret 2012

at this time, we should say goodbye

Bila memang aku tulang rusuk mu,
ku akan kembali pada tubuh mu itu..