finish line

Ternyata kau benar-benar menyelesaikannya.
Semua kerumitan itu dengan mudah kau selesaikan.
Kau hempaskan aku dari kisah mu.
Maka kau dengan bebas kembali ke masa lalu mu.
Everything is easy for you, right?
If you said, it was hard for me, ya for sure i can say that.
it's hard.
i'm just not ready to step the finish line.
i never thought about it yet.
but suddenly, the finish line come and force me to face it.
i need a time.
for sure, i need a time to realize that you're not here anymore.
you have moved.
but you ever said to me, even you're not here anymore, it doesn't mean the feeling was gone. i can call you sometimes if i really really need you.
i'm trying to believe it and ofcourse i'm trying to keep shining even without you :)